So, 2016 has begun to unfold itself before us. We await what is to be, usher in hope, make promises, and expect new things. We cling to the good at the beginning of the year even as life continues to deliver realities which leave us wondering.
With the end of 2015 and the start of 2016, I find myself sober, quiet, still. My Spirit and Soul have been ruminating for months as I process all that has been accomplished, all that remains undone. As I consider again, and again what matters most, least, and still least of all, and how sometimes I have failed to remember the difference.
Whatever remains undone for 2015 needs to be sifted through the hands of my Master before I dare carry it further. Refined by his fire and the start of a new season, I have heightened sensitivity to the unseen realm and loss of appetite for what is seen. This work needs to continue within, as I release my grip on some good things. Some things I love and enjoy.
I sense the Lord gently nudging me to let go. Pick up. Keep. Go further here, stop going there. Release that completely.
As a child walks the beach bending to pick up shells of their own choosing, indiscriminately, until Father or Mother helps them choose the best, and discard the rest, so I am in this new season.
He is leading me in new directions and I cannot see too far down the road. This is not my preference. I like the Map, Itinerary, and Advanced Booking. I like to know where I will be and when. I like my ducks lined up, and accomplishments too, and doesn’t the world applaud this exact outcome, wildly? Go, Do, Achieve! But, my God is calling me away from this focus.
What does it mean?
I have no idea.
I only know I need to trust and follow His lead, though it lead me into unknown places.
Knowing Him, gives me courage, increases my confidence, draws me to lonely places without acclaim and applause to light the way…
But, right into something I sense is immeasurably better…
His presence.
Friends, I hope you will join me when I share how I came to my One Word revelation, which is interestingly enough, Revelation, in an upcoming post. For now, I will whet your appetite with a poem I wrote.
Revelation 2016
From where I sit I see the ocean
Feel the weight of the world
or so I think.
Can’t fathom where all of this is leading,
Feels like we are all teetering
closer to the brink…
There’s blood on the streets…
Crying out
There’s blood in the sea…crying out
There’s blood on my hands…
Lord have mercy-
Not one of us understands.
I can’t see you here from
where I stand-
Can’t hold heaven in my hand.
I’m sinking Lord,
Is this in your plan?
I’ve been holding out for that Promised Land.
There’s war across the water,
It’s knocking on our door
I don’t believe
we can hide anymore…
Our brethren
are dying
On every side-
Your Truth is oppressed,
these Worlds do collide
And I’m on the shore
Watching the tide
Sunrise, moonlight
Stars in the night…
I’m looking for you at every turn,
Wondering how long
Before we crash and burn
Give me revelation,
I ask my lord,
I’m desperate for you and
Can ill afford
Withholding of grace
I ask for more
Trusting in the blood
That is Holy and sure…
Trusting in the
Love that never fails
Sailing the ship
that’s sure to sail,
Secure at sea or safely docked
The Captain of which can
never be rocked.
He stills the waters
Calms the seas,
Master of all
Your destiny,
Receive Him now
with bended knee.
Worship Him
This gracious Lamb
Worship Him
The Great I AM
Worship Him
Father, Son
His Holy Spirit
The Only One
Living God,
Faithful Son,
Promised Savior
Christ the King…
Worship Him now,
His Hope does bring,
Freedom, Peace and Joy complete.
With this God,
None can compete.
Have you chosen your One Word?
Join these communities and explore, share and be encouraged: One Word 365; My One Word.
My One Word for 2015: Redeemed
Beautiful words and thoughts.
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Blessings, Dawn! Yes–my heart echoes yours with the pain and anguish for a world on a collision course with . . . with . . . well–God! One way or another–every knee will bow and tongue confess He is Lord! I, like you, will choose to do it gleefully in the here and now in His presence with my words and the works of my hands. I learned something mind-shifting the day after Christmas. Only when I was able to confess and embrace that unexpected truth, was I able to hear my word for 2016. Part one on that journey is on The Writer’s Reverie this week–the big reveal for 2016 and my focus for the year is coming next week. Oh! God is sooooo good!
But . . . He is not a tame Lion . . .
Joy!
Kathy
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my word for 2016 is unstoppable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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With that many exclamation points, my friend, I believe you will be! Best wishes for an unstoppable 2016!
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Dawn- I will be peeking over here often to see what God reveals to you and to me and to the audience at large…love how you wait for Him, and pour out your heart for Him in words…your poem sounded like a trumpet call to me! You are rallying the troops to His Saving Presence! Love and hugs-Kel
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You are sooo inspiring, with your prose and poetry!!! If I have learned ANYTHING this year, it has been TRUST in God. So, I guess that is my word, trying not to steer God and his will for me…but Trust him…he has shown me so many things this year, the mercy of taking my husband into the heavens, the knowledge that he is with God, and I WILL see him again. Our love didn’t die….it grew. My life has changed so dramatically, from 10 months ago. I am on a new path, one God made for me. ::-)
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Trust! A great word requiring many other important ones: faith, hope, confidence…belief. Wishing you good things from above in the new year!
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