Releasing My Fears {5 Minute Friday: Afraid}

What am I afraid of?
I jumped in, feet first and have realized in one short week that I actually do know how to swim. 
Or at least keep from sinking. I can tread water.
 Maybe I can do this?
What am I afraid of?
That I can’t?
But here I am, one week later…
and the water’s not bad.
There have been some questions about some details, but all in all, 
I realize I am not in the water alone. There have been others to help buoy me. 
I have made it through a week and I am learning to 
“just keep swimming.”
Am I afraid?
Yes and No.
Am I double-minded?
I am afraid enough to recognize I can’t do this apart from Him.
That I can’t lean hard into my own strength. 
That I need to swim toward Him and if I start to sink, will He not walk right over and pull me up?
Oh, sweet Jesus, I am counting on you.
My one and only true Life Preserver. 
If I swim, you empower me.
If I sink, you lift me up.
Therefore, I will keep on swimming. 

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Dawn Paoletta is a life enthusiast who loves to juggle words, chug coffee, and journal excessively. You can find her gathering stones on the beach most mornings. She enjoys hanging out with her hubby, daughter and family pets in Narragansett, RI and shares her passion, poetry and prose @Enthusiastically, Dawn.

6 thoughts on “Releasing My Fears {5 Minute Friday: Afraid}

  1. “But here I am, one week later…and the water's not bad.”Love this line. I may have to tattoo it somewhere :)(Linked here from Five Minute Fridays page). Keep writing!


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